LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE NOW???!

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD PEOPLE SAY THINGS LIKE “LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW,” “LIVE FREE,” “LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST,” AND FINALLY “YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE TO LIVE.” I’M SURE YOU MOST LIKELY HAVE. HOWEVER HAVE YOU EVER QUESTIONED THESE SAYINGS? HAVE YOU EVER CHALLENGED THE VALIDITY, THE TRUTHFULNESS, & THE ACCURACY OF THIS WAY OF THINKING. WELL I HAVE AND I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THESE SAYINGS ARE THE FURTHEST THING FROM THE TRUTH.

MOST OF THE TIME WHEN PEOPLE USE THESE SAYINGS YOU WILL FIND THAT THEY ARE DEFINDING THE ACTIONS THAT THEY HAVE TAKEN OR MAY SOON PARTAKE IN, OR EITHER THEY ARE ENCOURAGING THEMSELVES AND OTHERS TO LIVE LIFE WITHOUT REGULATION AND WITHOUT RESERVATION. IN OTHER WORDS THEY WILL TELL YOU LIKE THE SONG, “IT’S YOUR THING, DO WHAT YOU WANNA DO, I CAN’T TELL YA WHO TO SOCK IT TO.” THIS THOUGHT PROCESS SAYS THAT YOU SHOULD BE WILLING AND ABLE TO DO WHAT YOU FEEL WHEN YOU FEEL IT AND NO ONE ELSE HAS THE RIGHT TO LORD OR RULE OVER YOUR LIFE. NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO MAKE YOUR DECISIONS FOR YOU AND TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO. SINCE YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE YOU SHOULD ENJOY IT REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO.

I GUESS IT DOES NOT FRUSTRATE ME SO MUCH THAT NORMAL PEOPLE THINK THIS WAY. IN ALL HONESTY IT SHOULD BE EXPECTED. RATHER IT IS THE FACT THAT CHRISTIAN (SAVED) INDIVIDUALS ARE AFFIRMING THIS BELIEF THAT IS SO FRUSTRATING. THE REASON IT IS DISAPPOINTING IS BECAUSE IT STANDS IN CONTRADICTION AND OPPOSITION OF THE TRUTH OF THE WORD OF GOD. BELIEVE IT OR NOT GOD NEVER INTENDED FOR US TO HAVE SO MUCH CONCERN WITH OUR NATURAL CARNAL LIFESTYLE. I DON’T CARE HOW MANY TIMES YOU’VE HEARD IT FROM A PREACHER OR HOW BIG THE PREACHER THAT YOU HEARD IT FROM, IT’ S NOT THE TRUTH.

CHRIST DID NOT DIE FOR YOU TO GET THINGS OR LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE BUT RATHER ACCORDING TO 1 COR.15:3, ROM. 8:5-6 & JOHN 10:10 CHRIST DIED FOR OUR SINS SO THAT WE COULD HAVE LIFE IN HIM. CHRIST SHOULD NOT BE USED AS A SIMPLE MECHANISM TO HELP US REACH OUR GOALS AND FULFILL OUR DREAMS. HIS MISSION, HIS PURPOSE IS SO MUCH GREATER THAN THAT. HE NEVER INTENDED FOR US TO BELIEVE THAT WE COULD DO WHAT WE WANT WITH THE LIFE THAT HE GAVE US BUT RATHER AS THE BRIDE OF CHRIST WE MUST SUBMIT OURSELVES, OUR WILL, OUR DESIRE TO THE ONE THAT LOVES US SO. HOW CAN I BE SO SURE OF THIS YOU ASK?

LUKE 9:24 TELLS US THAT “WHOSOEVER WILL SAVE HIS LIFE SHALL LOSE IT: BUT WHOSOEVER WILL LOSE HIS LIFE FOR MY SAKE SHALL SAVE IT. IN JOHN 12:25 IT SAYS THAT, HE THAT LOVETH HIS LIFE SHALL LOSE IT AND HE THAT HATETH HIS LIFE IN THIS WORLD SHALL KEEP IT UNTO LIFE ETERNAL. THE BIBLE IS EXPLICITLY CLEAR THAT THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THEN THE LIFE WE NOW LIVE. IN FACT THIS LIFE IS NOTHING IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS, FOR JAMES 4:14 TELLS US THAT OUR LIFE IS JUST AS A VAPOUR WHICH APEARETH FOR A LITTLE TIME AND THEN VANISHETH AWAY.”

THE BIBLE ALSO TEACHES THAT NOTHING THAT WE GAIN ON THIS EARTH, WHETHER POSSESSIONS, RICHES, FAME, TITLES, ESTEEM, WE CAN’T TAKE THEM TO THE NEXT LIFE WITH US. WHAT IS OF MOST IMPORTANCE IS WHERE WILL YOUR SOUL END UP WHEN IT’S ALL SAID AND DONE. WOULDN’T IT BE A TRAGEDY IF YOU WAISTED YOUR SOUL ON TEMPORARY THINGS OF THIS EARTH. BUT THAT’S VERY POSSIBLE IF YOU FOLLOW THE THOUGHT PROCESS THAT HAVE BEEN MENTIONED IN THIS BLOG.

SO AS FAR AS THAT YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE THING I CONCLUDE WITH THIS. YOU CAN ONLY LIVE ONCE BUT THAT MEANS THAT YOU WILL DIE TWICE. OR YOU CAN DIE ONCE IN CHRIST AND LIVE LIFE ETERNALLY. HERE ARE THE SCRIPTURES TO PROOVE IT:

-MATT. 10:28

-REV. 20:6, 14,

-REV. 21:8

-JOHN 17:3

-MARK 10:28-3

-JOHN 11:26

GOOD AND PLENTY PART 1

IN THE BIBLE THERE IS A FAMILIAR STORY ABOUT THESE THREE FELLA'S WHO WERE GIVEN TALENTS. ONE OF THEM WERE GIVEN 5, THE OTHER 2, AND THE OTHER ONLY 1. OF COURSE YOU KNOW HOW THE REST OF THE STORY GOES. WHEN THE LORD CAME BACK TO SEE HOW HIS INVESTMENT WAS GOING THE ONE WITH 5 HAD GAINED 5 MORE, THE INDIVIDUAL WITH 2 HAD GAINED 2 MORE, AND THE PERSON WITH 1 HID HIS TALENT IN THE EARTH AND DIDN'T EVEN HAVE WHAT HE WAS GIVEN, YET ALONE ADDING ANYTHING TO IT. THIS LAST MAN WAS CONSIDERED AS A WICKED AND SLOTHFUL SERVANT.

MOST OF THE TIME WHEN WE READ THESE STORIES IN THE BIBLE WE READ IT WITH A SENSE OF FAMILIARITY. WE OFTEN HAVE HEARD IT SO MUCH THAT WE ALREADY CAN ASSUME THE CONCLUSION AND MESSAGE IN THE STORY. HOWEVER MOST OF THE TIME WE ARE DRAWN MORE TO OUR PERCEIVED MEANING OF THE STORY VERSES THE ACUTAL RELIVANCE OF THE STORY IN OUR LIVES. IN OTHER WORDS WE NEVER SEE HOW OFTEN TIMES MANY OF US ARE LIVING EXAMPLES OF THIS STORY. I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT THAT.

I REMEMBER ONCE AND A YOUNG TEENAGE BOY WATCHING BRIAN MCKNIGHT ON T.V. SINGING AND PLAYING ONE OF HIS SONGS LIVE. I WAS SO AMAZED WITH HIS ABILITY AND SKILL. THE PROBLEM WAS THAT I BEGIN TO COMPARE HIS ABILITY TO MY ABILITY. OBVIOUSLY I FELL SHORT. THE PROBLEM WAS THAT I ALLOWED SELF PITY, INSECURITY, FEAR AND SELFISHNESS TO INFULTRATE MY HEART AND CAUSE ME TO WANT TO QUIT. I HAD LITERALLY SAID IN MY HEART THAT SINCE I HAD ONLY "THIS MUCH" ABILITY AND HE HAS SO MUCH MORE I'M JUST GOING TO BURY MINE AND DO NOTHING WITH IT.

UNFORTUNATELY FOR MANY YEARS THAT SAME ATTITUDE FOLLOWED ME. ALWAYS COMPARING MYSELF TO SOMEONE ELSE AND ALLOWING WHAT THEY HAVE TO DETERMINE WHAT I DO WITH WHAT I HAVE. THROUGHOUT MY LIFE I WOULD SAY, "SINCE I CAN'T SING THAT GOOD GOD, I JUST DON'T WANT TO SING AT ALL." OR "SINCE I CAN'T PLAY THE PIANO THAT WELL GOD I JUST DON'T WANT TO PLAY AT ALL." OBVIOUSLY THIS IS THE WRONG ATTITUDE TO HAVE. FORTUNATELY I HAD PARENTS AND PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO QUIT LIKE I WANTED TO.

GOD IS NOT CONCERNED WITH HOW MUCH YOU START WITH BECAUSE HE GAVE YOU WHAT YOU HAVE RATHER HE IS CONCERNED WITH WHAT YOU DO WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. HAVE YOU MADE PROGRESS WITH WHAT GOD GAVE YOU? HAVE YOU PRODUCE FRUIT OUT OF THE SEEDS THAT HE HAS PLANTED IN YOUR LIFE; OR HAVE YOU WICKEDLY BEEN MORE CONCERNED WITH WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE AND BURIED YOUR ABILITIES IN THE EARTH. IF THAT IS THE CASE THEN YOU'LL END UP JUST LIKE THAT, BURIED WITH NOTHING.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE GREATEST SINGER IN THE WORLD TO BE A GREAT SOPRANO IN THE CHOIR. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE GREATEST SPEAKER IN THE WORLD TO TESTIFY OF THE GOODNESS AND THE GRACE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE RICHEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO BE RICH IN GIVING. AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL GOD WANTS YOU TO DO IS TO TAKE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE AND PRODUCE MORE OUT OF IT.

IF GOD GAVE YOU 1 TALENT HE DOESN'T ALWAYS EXPECT TEN BACK BUT HE DOES EXPECT YOU TO GIVE HIM MORE. SO STOP SAYING THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IS NOT ENOUGH. THAT'S JUST NOT THE CASE. WHAT YOU HAVE IS GOOD AND PLENTY ENOUGH TO MAKE MORE. YOUR RESPONSIBILITY IS TO BE A GOOD STEWARD OVER WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU.

GOD BLESS YOU,

HE WON'T LET YOU FALL!

EVERY DAY THAT I RETURN HOME FROM WORK I'M GREETED BY THE PLEASANT SMILE OF MY INFANT SON, COUPLED WITH THE VOICE OF HIS MOTHER SAYING, "HERE COMES YOUR DADDY." I WOULD THEN QUICKLY RUSH TO PICK HIM UP FROM WHEREVER HE WAS!!! ON ONE PARTICULAR DAY AFTER THE GREETINGS MY WIFE SAID TO ME "GUESS WHAT YOUR SON IS DOING NOW?" BEFORE I COULD OFFER A RESPONSE SHE CONTINUED, "HE'S TRYING TO CRAWL UP THE STAIRS NOW." I COULD NOT MATCH HER ENTHUSIASM BECAUSE I LACKED HER EXPERIENCE.

A LITTLE LATER THAT DAY MY WIFE MADE HER WAY UP THE STAIRS TO PREPARE FOR WORK. I STAYED ON THE COUCH DOWNSTAIRS WORKING ON MY COMPUTER AND WATCHING MY SON AS HE PLAYED ON THE FLOOR. BEFORE I KNEW IT HE HAD MADE HIS WAY TO THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRS LOOKING UP TO HIS MOTHER WITH AMBITION IN HIS EYES. I IMMEDIATELY POSITIONED MYSELF BEHIND HIM PREPARING FOR WHAT I KNEW WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN. SURE ENOUGH HE BEGIN TO CLIMB THE STAIRS, MAKING IT TO THE FIRST STAIR. HOWEVER AS HE ATTEMPTED THE NEXT STAIR HE BEGIN TO FALL BACKWARD, NOTHING TO PROTECT HIM EXCEPT FOR A FATHER WHO KNEW HE WOULD FALL AND THAT HE WAS ABLE TO KEEP HIM FROM FALLING.

THIS PROCESS WOULD CONTINUE AT LEAST 5 MORE TIMES. HE WOULD MAKE IT TO THE FIRST STAIR THEN FALL BACKWARDS ON HIS NEXT ATTEMPT, AND I WOULD CATCH HIM EVERY TIME.

THE NEXT DAY AS I PONDERED ON THIS, I REALIZED THAT I HAVE A FATHER WHO IS JUST LIKE ME, & EVEN BETTER THEN ME. HE UNDERSTANDS, HE SEES, & HE KNOWS WHO I AM. HE UNDERSTANDS THAT IN MY AMBITIOUSNESS I WILL ATTEMPT TO DO THINGS I'M NOT YET EQUIPPED TO DO AND GO PLACES THAT I'M NOT PREPARED TO GO. HE SEES THAT I'M NOT CAPABLE OF MAKING IT BUT HE KNOWS THAT I'LL STILL TRY. HE KNOWS AND FORESEES THAT I'LL FALL EVERY TIME. BUT JUST LIKE THE GOOD FATHER THAT HE IS, HE'S ALREADY IN POSITIONS TO CATCH ME AND KEEP ME FROM FALLING.

I'M SO GLAD THAT I SERVE A WONDERFUL GOD THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT ON MY WAY TO BECOMING WHO I AM TO BE AND DOING WHAT I AM TO DO I WILL FAIL SOMETIMES. BUT HE WON'T STOP ME FROM TRYING BECAUSE IF I NEVER TRY I'LL NEVER MAKE IT. BUT ONE THING HE WILL DO IS CATCH ME EVERY TIME I FALL. AND NOW UNTO HIM THAT IS ABLE TO KEEP ME FROM FALLING AND TO PRESENT ME FAULTLESS BEFORE THE PRESENCE OF HIS GLORY WITH EXCEEDING JOY, TO THE ONLY WISE GOD OUR SAVIOUR BE GLORY AND MAJESTY, DOMINION AND POWER BOTH NOW AND FOREVER AMEN.

HOW SOON WE FORGET, GOD DOESN'T!!!!!

A FEW WEEKS AGO I FOUND MYSELF GOING THROUGH THE PAGES OF AN OLD NOTEBOOK THAT I HAD. AMAZINGLY THE FIRST PAGE THAT I COME ACROSS WAS VERY ASTOUNDING AND EVEN SURPRISING. THE TITLE SIMPLY READ "GOD SAID GIVE ME A SPECIFIC REQUEST." AS I READ THAT TITLE MY MIND IMMEDIATELY WENT BACK TO THE DAY THAT I WROTE IT. SUDDENLY IT WAS AS CLEAR TO ME AS THE DAY I WROTE IT.

IT WAS AROUND EARLY SPRING, LATE WINTER OF 2009. IF YOU ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH MY STORY THEN YOU WOULD NOT BE AWARE OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES THAT SURROUNDED THAT TIME FRAME. IN SHORT I HAD JUST RETURNED TO BLOOMINGTON/NORMAL AFTER SPENDING 5MONTHS IN ST. LOUIS AND CHICAGO HOSPITALS AT THE BEDSIDE OF MY DEATHLY ILL FIRST BORN SON. HE PASSED IN SEPTEMBER 2008. THIS TRIAL DEFINITELY TOOK A HEAVE TOLL ON MY MIND, MY FINANCES, MY HOPE, AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU CAN THINK OF THAT COULD BE EFFECTED. I WAS UNEMPLOYED AND LOOKING FOR EMPLOYMENT WITHOUT MUCH SUCCESS. BILLS WERE STACKING UP. MY HEART WAS SICK FROM HOPE BEING DEFERRED. MY MIND WAS PERPLEXED BECAUSE I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH. I FELT LIKE GOD WHY DON'T YOU HEAR ME? WHY WON'T YOU ANSWER ME? WHY WON'T YOU ANSWER ANY OF MY REQUEST.

SO THAT DAY I MAKE MY WAY DOWN TO THE CHURCH AND AS I'M WALKING TO THE DOOR GOD BEGINS TO SPEAK TO MY MIND. SOMETHING SAID YOU NEED TO WRITE THIS DOWN. SO HERE IS WHAT I WROTE ON THAT DAY EARLY IN 2009.

"GOD SAID GIVE ME A SPECIFIC REQUEST. MY FIRST RESPONSE WAS I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO ASK? WHAT SHOULD I ASK? I'VE BEEN CONSISTENTLY ASKING FOR A LOT OF THINGS. WHAT DO YOU MEAN GIVE ME A SPECIFIC REQUEST?" GOD'S RESPONSE TO ME WAS: "YOU'VE BEEN ASKING ALL OF THESE GENERAL REQUEST. BUT I SAID GIVE ME A SPECIFIC REQUEST. HERE'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. YOU ASK, GOD I WANT ANOTHER BABY, GOD BLESS ME WITH A JOB, GOD HELP ME TO HAVE THE RESOURCES TO FINISH MY RECORD. A SPECIFIC REQUEST WOULD BE AS FOLLOWS: GOD LET CORA CONCEIVE BY AUGUST AND LET US HAVE A BABY GIRL BY NEXT SPRING. GOD BLESS ME WITH A BASS PLAYER, AND DRUMMER WHO WILL HELP ME COMPLETE MY RECORD WITHOUT ROBBING ME."

I HAD FORGOT ABOUT THIS CONVERSATION BUT THERE IS A REASON THAT I WROTE IT DOWN. MY WIFE CONCEIVED IN JUNE/JULY OF 2009. WE HAD A HEALTHY BABY BOY ON MARCH. 29, 2010. BETWEEN THE MONTHS OF OCT. 2009 AND FEBRUARY 2010 GOD PROVIDED ME WITH EVERY RESOURCE THAT I NEEDED TO FINISH THE RECORDING PROCESS IN REGARDS TO MUSIC AND VOCALS.

HOW SOON WE FORGET BUT I'M GLAD THAT GOD DOESN'T. HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS GOING TO DO AFTER HE CHALLENGED ME TO TRUST HIM. ALL I HAD TO DO WAS RESPOND TO THE CHALLENGE. HE SENT HIS WORD AND IT HEALED ME. I WOULD LIKE TO LEAVE YOU WITH A CHALLENGE AS WELL.

YE HAVE NOT BECAUSE YOU ASK NOT. FOR IF YOU ASK YE SHALL RECEIVE, IF YOU SEEK THEN YOU WILL FIND, AND IF YOU KNOW THEN THE DOOR WILL BE OPENED.

GOD'S WORD WILL NOT RETURN TO HIM VOID. IF HE SAID IT IT WILL COME TO PASS. I CHALLENGE YOU ASK GOD FOR SOMETHING SPECIFIC AND THEN WATCH FOR IT TO COME TO PASS. BUT I'M A WITNESS THAT EVEN IF YOU FORGET GOD WILL REMEMBER.

LESS THEN IMPRESSIVE

LAST YEAR IN JULY 2010 I HAD THE PRIVILEGE OF LEADING THE WORSHIP SERVICE AND PERFORMING A COUPLE OF ORIGINAL SONGS AT OUR CHURCHES ANNUAL CONFERENCE. IT JUST SO HAPPENED THAT YEAR WE HAD DARLENE BISHOP AND PAULA WHITE AS GUEST SPEAKERS. AS YOU MAY GUESS THE CHURCH WAS FULL. I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT. I FELT GREAT ABOUT MY PART IN THOSE SURFACES. THE EXCITEMENT OF THE MOMENT AND OF THE ATMOSPHERE AND THE MOMENT HAD ON A PERSONAL HIGH.

A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER OUR MEDIA DEPARTMENT PUT CLIPS OF MYSELF ON FACEBOOK. I CAN'T RECALL IF I EVER VIEWED THEM OR NOT. BUT I DO KNOW THAT I ENDED UP ASKING THEM (THE MEDIA TEAM) TO POST THOSE CLIPS ON YOUTUBE. OF COURSE, YOU CAN ASSUME I HAD NOT COME OFF OF THAT PERSONAL HIGH YET.

NOW FAST FORWARD ALMOST A YEAR LATER TO APRIL/MAY 2010. I FINALLY BUILT UP ENOUGH COURAGE TO LISTEN TO THE CLIPS. I WAS HORRIFIED WITH WHAT I HEARD. EVERY BAD NOTE, EVERY UNCLEAR SOUND, IT ALL SEEMED SO WRONG. I COULDN'T STAND TO LISTEN TO THOSE CLIPS ONE MORE TIME AND DID NOT WANT TO GIVE ANYONE ELSE THE OPPORTUNITY AS WELL. LIKE A CONSTANT FLOW OF A RAINY DAY I REPEATEDLY TOLD MYSELF, "YOU NEED TO GET THOSE CLIPS TAKEN OFF ASAP."

I WAS MOTIVATED BY MY OWN SELF WILL. HOW COULD I LET ANYBODY HEAR THIS AND I'M PREPARING TO RELEASE MY FIRST RECORD? WHO WOULD WANT TO BY MY STUFF AFTER LISTENING. IT'S NOT GOOD FOR MY BRAND. IT'S NOT IMPRESSIVE ENOUGH.

THEN ONE SUNDAY IN JUNE A LADY COMES UP TO ME AFTER CHURCH. THIS LADY HAD LOST HER TEENAGE DAUGHTER ONLY A FEW YEARS AGO. SHE WOULD GO ON TO TELL ME THAT IT WAS AROUND THE ANNIVERSARY OF HER CHILD'S DEATH AND THAT SHE WAS HAVING A ROUGH TIME AT HOME. THEN SHE SAID SHE RAN ACROSS MY CLIPS ON FACEBOOK AND LISTENED TO THEM OVER AND OVER, AND COULDN'T STOP LISTENING. SHE LOOKED AT ME AND TOLD ME YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CAN HELP SOME ONE WITH YOUR MINISTRY.

AT THAT MOMENT I WAS HUMBLED. I WAS MORE CONCERNED WITH BEING IMPRESSIVE, BEING ACKNOWLEDGED, BEING CELEBRATED, ETC., THEN BEING USED BY GOD. BUT THE TRUTH IS WHAT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN. GOD IS NEVER IMPRESSED BY THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE, THE SKILLFULNESS OF YOUR PERFORMANCE, OR WHATEVER YOU THINK YOU MAY HAVE. HE GAVE THEM TO YOU. HE'S ALSO NOT DETERRED BY YOUR LACK THEREOF. THE WORLD AND THE CHURCH OFTEN TEACH US THAT WE HAVE TO BE AWE INVITING, EXCEPTIONAL AND IMPRESSIVE IN THE GIFTS THAT WE ARE GIVEN. HOWEVER AS I LOOKED OVER MY LIFE IN MINISTRY ONE THING HAS BEEN VERY CONSISTENT AND SURE. GOD HAS DONE THE MOST THROUGH ME DURING THE TIMES THAT I FELT LESS THEN IMPRESSIVE. WHEN I DECREASED HE GAVE AN INCREASE.

GOD DOESN'T CHOOSE OR USE AS MEN DO FOR MEN LOOKS ON THE OUTWARD APPEARANCE BUT GOD LOOKS ON THE HEART. SO WHAT IF YOU WOWED THE CROWED IF THE INNER MAN IN GOD'S EYES WAS "LESS THEN IMPRESSIVE."

I CANT HEAR YOU!!!!

AS A CHILD I CAN REMEMBER THE VARIOUS WAYS WE WOULD USE TO COMMUNICATE WITH EACH OTHER. WE WOULD DO ALL KINDS OF THINGS TO PLAYFULLY INTERACT WITH EACH OTHER. HOWEVER THERE WAS THIS ONE THING THAT JUST AGITATED ME MORE THEN ANYTHING. THAT IS WHEN SOMEONE WOULD PLUG UP BOTH EARS WITH THEIR FINGERS AS I WAS TRYING TO TALK WITH THEM AND THEY'D BLURT OUT, "NA NA THE BOO BOO, I CAN'T HEAR YOU....! IT FRUSTRATED ME TO KNOW END TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE WAS PURPOSELY NOT LISTENING.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN A VICTIM OF SUCH CRUELTY? WOULD YOU NOT AGREE THAT IT IS A MOST FRUSTRATING THING TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE CAN HEAR YOU BUT REFUSES TO LISTEN?

I WONDER IF GOD GETS FRUSTRATED WITH US THIS WAY? ARE WE SOMETIMES JUST LIKE MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS? DO WE HEAR GOD AND CHOOSE TO PLUG OUR EARS, REFUSING TO LISTEN OR RESPOND? I KNOW IT MAY SEEM FAR FETCHED THAT WE WOULD PLUG OUR EARS TO GOD AND SAY "NA NA THE BOO BOO, I CAN'T HEAR YOU." BUT PERHAPS WE MAY DISCOVER THAT WE DO THIS MORE OFTEN THEN NOT. CONSIDER THIS FOR A FEW MOMENTS.

DON'T WE PLUG OUR EARS TO GOD WHEN WE HAVE OUR HEART SET ON DOING SOMETHING? IS NOT OUR MINDS MADE UP WHETHER GOD APPROVES IT OR NOT? WE PLUG OUR EARS TO GOD EVERY TIME WE BRIEFLY GLANCE IN THE WORD OF GOD TO FULFILL OUR RELIGIOUS DUTIES BUT GIVE OUR UNDIVIDED ATTENTION TO OUR FAVORITE T.V PROGRAM. WE PLUG OUR EARS TO GOD EVERY TIME WE GIVE HIM A TWO MINUTE CONVERSATION WE CALL A PRAYER BUT QUICKLY REMOVE OURSELVES RUSHING ON TO THE NEXT ACTIVITY, NEVER EVEN LISTENING FOR A RESPONSE FROM GOD. WE PLUG OUR EARS WHEN WE GIVE 100% OF OUR ENERGY TO OUR JOBS, OUR DREAMS, AND OUR CAREERS AND ARE LEFT WITH ALMOST NOTHING TO GIVE TO OUR GOD.

CONSIDER THIS AS WELL; HOW MANY TIMES DO WE HEAR GOD SAYING "GIVE THIS," AND WE SAY, "THAT'S TOO MUCH." OR WHEN HE SAYS "GO HERE," AND WE SAY, "THAT'S TOO FAR." HOW OFTEN DOES HE TELL US TO WAIT AND WE SAY "THAT'S TOO LONG." AND FINALLY, HOW MANY TIMES DOES GOD SAY SIT THERE AND BE STILL AND WE SAY "I'VE GOT TOO MUCH TO DO, OR I NEED TO GO HERE AND THERE?

THE TRUTH IS I COULD GO ON AND ON WITH EXAMPLES OF HOW WE BLOCK OUT THE VOICE OF THE LORD WHEN IT BECOMES CONVENIENT FOR US. BUT I WONT. I'LL JUST ASK YOU! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU LOOKED UP TO GOD, PLUGGED YOUR EARS AND SAID "NA NA THE BOO BOO, I CAN'T HEAR YOU.

BE BLESSED.

SIT THERE & BE STILL

THINK BACK A LITTLE BIT? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD TO TELL A CHILD, "NOW YOU SIT THERE & DON'T MOVE. " PERHAPS YOU SAID IT IN AN EFFORT TO CORRECT THERE WRONG BEHAVIOR. MAYBE IT WAS AN ATTEMPT TO PROTECT THEM FROM VENTURING INTO AREAS THAT WOULD BE HARMFUL TO THEM. PERHAPS IT WAS JUST SIMPLY THE SETTING THAT YOU WERE IN REQUIRED SILENCE. WHATEVER THE REASONING I CAN ALMOST GUARANTEE THAT FOR THE CHILD OBEYING THOSE INSTRUCTIONS WAS EASIER SAID THEN DONE.

NOW GO BACK JUST A LITTLE FURTHER AND REMEMBER WHEN YOU AS A CHILD WERE TOLD, "SIT HERE & DON'T MOVE. CAN YOU RECALL HOW DIFFICULT IT WAS TO ACCOMPLISH THAT. I KNOW FOR MYSELF IT SEEMED NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE. IT SEEMED AS IF THE MERE FACT THAT I WAS TOLD TO BE STILL CAUSED EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING TO HAVE AN URGENCY TO MOVE. AND BECAUSE I WAS UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND THE VALUE OF BEING STILL IT SEEMED TO ME LIKE CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT.

AS I PONDERED THESE THINGS I UNDERSTOOD THAT THERE IS NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE CHILD WHO CANT SIT STILL & GODS CHILDREN. I REALIZED THAT IN MANY WAYS BEING STILL HAS BECOME LIKE A PUNISHMENT TO US. THE EVERYDAY FAST PACED LIFE THAT WE'VE GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO, BOLDLY PROCLAIMS TO US THAT IF WE SIT STILL FOR JUST ONE MOMENT WE WILL MISS OUT ON SOMETHING, WE WILL FALL BEHIND, OR WE WILL BE DISADVANTAGED SOMEHOW. IN OUR VIEW BEING STILL HAS NO VALUE. IT DOES NOT BRING US WEALTH, OR SUCCESS, OR FAME, OR PROSPERITY.

IT IS NOT UNTIL WE SEE OURSELVES AS A CHILD THROUGH THE EYES OF AN ADULT THAT WE WILL SEE THE VALUE OF BEING STILL BEFORE GOD. HE IS OUR SPIRITUAL FATHER. SOMETIMES HE HAS US SIT STILL TO CORRECT OUR BAD BEHAVIOR. OTHER TIMES HE HAS US SIT STILL BECAUSE HE SEES US VENTURING INTO PLACES THAT WILL BE HARMFUL TO US. AND MANY TIMES HE KNOWS THAT WE ARE IN CIRCUMSTANCES THAT REQUIRE TOTAL SILENCE.

WHATEVER THE CASE I PRAY THAT WE WOULD GROW TO UNDERSTAND THE IMMEASURABLE RICHES OF BEING STILL BEFORE GOD. I PRAY THAT WE WOULD NOT CONSIDER SILENCE, AND SOLITUDE PUNISHMENT BUT RATHER AN OPPORTUNITY TO FIND CLARITY IN OUR LIVES. I PRAY THAT WE WOULD NOT BE SO ANXIOUS TO MOVE SO QUICKLY AND RATHER BE SPIRITUALLY DISCIPLINED ENOUGH TO SIT THERE AND BE STILL.